I cannot stop thinking about babies. I just want to hold and play with them. Whether that be my own or adopting and making them our own. I think it has a lot to do with holding the children in Haiti and seeing a need there for love. I think that God is preparing Sean and I for the day that it will happen. But I do not think that day is today. I cannot wait to devote all my love and energy into another person and that be healthy (I am talking about Rudy here, my dog). I cannot wait for the day that I have to be selfless all day long and care for another person that depends on me. Wow, who would have thought I would be blogging about this. During the trip in Haiti, God has been preparing my heart and when I was holding the little kids on my hip it felt good. I felt like, “hey, I could do this”. I have always wanted to have kids and be a mom, but to actually experience it for a split second felt oh so good. I know that when you have kids your life goes out the window and they are your life. Well, I am ready. I have a loving husband that adores me, loves Rudy, and provides for our family. To see the way he was smiling caring for the children in Haiti was priceless. I know he is going to be the perfect dad to our family.
No comments:
Post a Comment